about me
This digital realm is more than just a gallery; it is a resource for fellow artists, especially those navigating chronic illness and disability. I share the reality of my life in a, 'Slow Art' pace not to focus on the struggle, but to prove that a profound creative life is possible when we honour our limitations instead of fighting them. I hope this space offers encouragement to anyone trying to find their own rhythm and flow.
Although I have been creating art ever since I can remember, I would say that the World of Gaia was born in my mind in 2005. This is a life project that is a labour of love.
Living with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome/Fibromyalgia along side other medical conditions means my, “pace" look different than most. I work in short, meaningful bursts, often just 10 or 30 minutes at a time. The more I physically use my muscles, the weaker and more painful I get, and this happens quickly and it has affected my mobility for many years. So any efforts are followed by rest and recovery times that can vary in time from hours, days, weeks and even months.
I call this, ‘Slow Art.’ It is a choice to prioritize well-being without sacrificing the vision. While there have been long stretches where my illness prevented me from creating, this pace has allowed me to persevere and protect my passion for Gaia over the decades.
Here, you will find the results of that patience: illustration and sculpture from the World of Gaia, created with great passion and a persistent heart.
Passion, Patience & Perseverance
These are the three most important words I’ve learnt in creating a world that demands too much;
Passion: Without being passionate about what I do, then what is the point? Love comes from the heart and soul.
Patience: If I rush something I love doing, I would surely ruin it. If I’m patient, then I have a better chance at achieving my goal.
Perseverance: You gotta keep on going. You don’t just try something once or twice and call it quits. You gotta keep going.
Art is life. My heart has grown, the way I see the world has changed and so has my outlook as an artist.
philosophy
philosophy
You wouldn't think it by looking at me. Everyone says how well I look. But no one knows what's going on inside.
Most people (including my past self) put so much emphasis and energy in the end result.
“I want to become rich and famous!"
Which is a solid dream. I'm not knocking that at all. If that's what you want then that's what you want! For me though, I have found that the pressure I've put on my myself has made me pay dearly for wanting such epic dreams. I thought I was destined to do great things and become a great famous artist.
Then many things went against me. My health declined and continued to decline. You wouldn't think it by looking at me. Everyone says how well I look. But no one knows what's going on the inside. I live with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome/Fibromyalgia and many other medical conditions that I haven’t mentioned here.
I live alone, I don't drive, don't even go out much. I have limited energy, strength and mobility. So everything I do has to be done in small bursts of energy and I'm very slow at getting things done.
I want the world to see what I can do not want I can't.
My medical conditions greatly affect my mobility too, so I have to rely on using a wheelchair for long distances and crutches for the shortest distances, like my bedroom and living room, but it’s met with plenty of difficulty. I have to be very careful how much energy I use as I have weak muscles everywhere and my right hand shakes a lot. That explains why I wear splints which is what helps my wrists stay straight. Sometimes I'm okay without, but generally, the more I use my muscles, the more quickly the weakness and pain sets in. That is when my body can become so weak I’m unable to move anymore. So frequent rests are not only necessary, it’s imperative.
So you can imagine how frustrating that can be.
Please don’t get me wrong, I'm not sharing this because I want you to feel sorry for me. I'm not looking for sympathy. Nor do I seek any kind of praise, because I'm living with health problems and I'm still creating at the best of my capacity when my body allows it, in that moment.
There are periods of time when I do not create. This can last for days, to many months.
I'm sharing this with you because this is my reality. Because there are countless people with all sorts of mobility issues. Each one of you out there have something special inside of you. It doesn't have to be sculpture or illustration. It can be anything. Just because we're limited in our abilities doesn't mean we have no abilities. Even making someone laugh is an ability.
I want the world to see what I can do, not want I can't. Whenever I’m seen with my crutches or sitting in my Wheelchair, I get asked,
“So, what happened to you?"
‘Nuff said.
Whenever someone has said,
"Are you mad? Why aren't you selling your work?"
It used to make me feel horrible and even like a failure.
It's true. Many of us put more pressure on ourselves of getting to our main goal. Think about it for a second. Fame and money sounds awesome. Yes. I tell you what though. I value peace, happiness, and being with the ones I love most. Oh and I love doing what I think I can do best. Which is to create.
Yeah sure, I get called mad all the time. For many years. Whenever someone has said,
“Are you mad? Why aren't you selling your work?"
Whilst I do appreciate that some people genuinely want the best for me, to find success and all that, there are those that scoff and shake their head in disgust.
It used to make me feel horrible and even like a failure. Inside, I’m screaming to myself saying,
‘Try being me for just one day!’
Most people don’t realize the efforts I’ve gone to. They simply don’t understand the pain, fatigue, long rest times and recovery that comes with creating art.
You don't need to be filthy rich, you don't even have to own a car, house or the latest mobile phone. You just need a pencil, paper and imagination.
I'm a one man studio running on low battery energy both mentally and physically everyday. I can't do much everyday, because I have complicated disabilities. Oh, I do try! I do push myself, but when I do, I end up bed ridden for a good while. I'm not full of energy. I'm not like a 15 month old baby who's discovered how to run. I'm the opposite.
I'm not giving up on my dreams. Far from it. I'm prioritizing my health, listening to what my body needs and I'm doing what is best for myself. I've made my peace with that. Sure, I may never become famous like my favourite artists.
What I do hope to do is give a little creative light and inspiration. Spark something inside of you and maybe inspire you enough to create a drawing, painting, sculpture or anything creative.
You don't need to be filthy rich, you don't even have to own a car, house or the latest mobile phone. You just need a pencil, paper and imagination. If you haven't got those, you still have your imagination. You can tell someone about it. You just gotta do something about it. Let it out! It's that raw energy that is the best part.
Don't expect it to be perfect and brilliant straight away. Things take time to build. Rome wasn't built in a day. And what's the rush?
At this time of writing on the 9th March 2026, I'm 50 years old. I don't care anymore. The older I'm getting the more I'm improving. Or at least I'd like to think I am.
I hope that somehow, my art will bring you some joy as well as inspiration. I hope it will give you enough confidence to create something new and comes from your heart.
What I want to do is, inspire and intrigue you. Although that may not sound much to some, but to others like myself, to be inspired is truly a beautiful moment when a light switches on inside of me, my soul feels alive and I feel like I can create anything. It’s a magical feeling.
I hope that somehow, my art will bring you some joy as well as inspiration. I hope it gives you enough confidence to create something new and from your heart.
This isn’t just my home in the digital world, it’s part of me too. Because everything I create comes from my soul.
Thank you for visiting my world. Please do feel free to contact me and say hello some time.
Best wishes to you, take care and stay awesome.
~DreamSorcerer
10th March 2026